I’m doing my best to keep my hopes up high / I’m second guessing everything and losing track of time / My social life was ended when I started depending on you / I got way too invested I was feeling desperate / And I just told myself that there was no point to end it / I feel stuck / I feel out of luck / Cause in my head I’ll pretend there’s nothing better than me, myself, and I / And in the end I’ll pretend that it makes it to me then / To be alone with my thoughts ‘cause they can’t fuck me up like you do / Feels like I’m fucking drowning swallowed by the surroundings of the cold (I never held my breath or trusted any word you said) / I feel it all around me, destined to find more self-control (And if I held my breath to trust any word you’ve said I’d suffocate) / What happened to just me and you? / I never thought I’d feel like I’ve got nothing left to lose, so fucking stuck / I’ve had enough, I feel out of luck / Keep burning down the bridges you’ve made Keep watching the ashes in the wind Things will never be the same so when you’re on your own all you see are broken pictures you’ve framed
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from Peer Pressure,
track released December 14, 2017
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