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Peer Pressure

by Yearbooks

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1.
I don’t know what you were thinking as if this is where I want to be / You took everything for granted and waste yourself while you keep forgetting me / What the fuck am I supposed to do now that I’m sleeping alone / Here’s something I just want you to know / You could have told anything you wanted / And you know that I would have believed you / And all the while you waste yourself alone / Ignore the feeling in my bones / I told you so / Never mind I’ll figure it out on my own / Is it too much to ask for just a little compassion? / Because I don’t get it / Am I too weak to free myself from your distractions? / Just forget it / I’ll remove myself, change my name, burn every picture of you / Never sing those songs that I love that remind me of you / You could have told me anything you want to
2.
I’m doing my best to keep my hopes up high / I’m second guessing everything and losing track of time / My social life was ended when I started depending on you / I got way too invested I was feeling desperate / And I just told myself that there was no point to end it / I feel stuck / I feel out of luck / Cause in my head I’ll pretend there’s nothing better than me, myself, and I / And in the end I’ll pretend that it makes it to me then / To be alone with my thoughts ‘cause they can’t fuck me up like you do / Feels like I’m fucking drowning swallowed by the surroundings of the cold (I never held my breath or trusted any word you said) / I feel it all around me, destined to find more self-control (And if I held my breath to trust any word you’ve said I’d suffocate) / What happened to just me and you? / I never thought I’d feel like I’ve got nothing left to lose, so fucking stuck / I’ve had enough, I feel out of luck / Keep burning down the bridges you’ve made Keep watching the ashes in the wind Things will never be the same so when you’re on your own all you see are broken pictures you’ve framed
3.
Gee, Thanks 02:37
So far from normal, a life you’ve grown so used to now / You’ve lost potential, as you fake it while you break me down / But you will on one condition I’ve become something you hate / Oh and you forgot to mention I would learn on my own to be reckless / For all you know, I am defective I’ve been rejected and it’s got nothing to do, nothing to do with you / But I know that I’ve got one thing left to say / I don’t know how it’s possible you cared so less but you made the same mistakes / If you can tell how I turned out I bet you couldn’t wait to break me down / I don’t need this and I never needed you
4.
Dellview 03:18
Eight months gone by and I’m still trying to find you/ I don’t explain myself as much as I should / I’m at the point with us I’ve done all I can I’ll think for myself cause I don’t need you / As you can see these broken shambles of me in these open diaries that you used to read / I would torture myself almost every night I forgot you expect me to lose every time that we fight / How it feels to be left out / So deep you’ll drown in your self-doubt / You said you’d try your best but you let yourself down again / This is something out of my control (when will this ever end?) / And I know the stories you have told (like how he’s just a friend) / Let these lies tell the truth, something that you wouldn’t do / I’ll speak for myself because I don’t need you / I’ve learned to give way to the choices that you made / I’ve learned to give way to every single thing / It’s too late, nothing to say now, it’s too late / To put the past behind you and put me back together again / It’s not hard to understand that all you do is put me through everything that has to do with / Problems you made (misunderstandings) / I’ve learned to give you away / I don’t ever want to be afraid of who I am / Eight months gone by and I’m still trying to find you / I don’t explain myself
5.
I know this hurts you more than it should / But after all I think it’s better that you do / Maybe you’ll learn to live without it / I doubt you will, as you sink deep into your habits / As you forget about everyone (the mess you made) / I’m not the only one (who made mistakes) / I need some closure / So I’ll keep to myself while you’re wasting away / I’m better off I don’t have it in me to play your fucking games / I’m here now nothing I can say now / Something’s in the way (it always fell right through) / You know you hate me cause it’s true / You said everything is never as it seems / Broken down as you find meaning on your knees / The weather drum the stress you put on me / It never stops not from what I can see / Now it’s over I need some closure / I’m talking to myself while you waste away
6.
Shutter 03:11
Here’s the first thing I’d like to say: I lost sight of this, like every single image you seem to miss / Things used to be so much better before you chose to hide behind your fucking friends / I can never seem to get through to you and you’ve always got a problem with your attitude / I want to know how you see yourself, when did you find it right to blame someone else? / So many reasons why I fell for it every time / All I wanted was for you to be straight up I didn’t want you to think I’m the one who gave up / No one ever gave up / I’m on the brink of exhaustion lately, stuck on every word you said / I see right through all the lies that you hide behind / You’ve got nothing to lose / All I’ve got to show for this is broken records and unwritten letters / I only want the best for you even if it meant the worst for me / I’m getting tired of your running mouth / Every other word fucking calls me out / You can tell me what you’re all about / Everybody knows how you get around / Every time I turn my back I regret all the things I never said / I don’t need this I fucking hate it / The pull apart of everything that I know / I’m tired so fucking tired / One day I’ll finally see what it means to be me
7.
Sweet Spirit 03:26
I’ve wasted so much time wondering what you think of me / Staring at the mirror I can’t remember / If I die and all I had to remember you by was disappointment, how would you feel then? / How would you feel? / I can’t let you know that / It’s always something I’m left wide open, it all adds up I’m miserable / It’s always something, my spirit’s broken, I’m miserable / Twenty one and half the time I’ve spent here walking in your footsteps, even if they warn me not to / Twenty two more reasons how I let you down and testing out my patience, even if it meant nothing to you / Well you better make up your mind, I’ve heard that my whole life / Well you better make up your mind this time / It all adds up I’m miserable
8.
I need to take another step back, it’s been a couple months since I thought about it last / But I know then, nothing like September, colder than every day in the winter / Father of mine it’s me again, I’ll make this quick so let’s begin / I’m older now and I understand / There’s just some things you can’t do now / Everything’s not how you left it all and I don’t think I can make it this time / Out of my mind, all these memories left behind / Every time that I think I’m fine, getting lost in the summertime / I’m out of my mind, I’m lucky I made it out alive / I’m falling apart I can feel it / I’ve never been so hopeless in my life but everything’s all right / I’m seeking advice from someone I don’t know when everything was all right / But you know everything’s not how you left it at all I don’t think I can make it this time / When it all comes back around, am I anything like you now? / When it all comes back around, will I be anything like you?
9.
Langley 03:48
What did you expect from me? / The only one to stand by you through the fucked up things you do / I can only blame myself, I’m disappointed and miserable / I found myself at the end of my rope / Strung myself up just to make it stop / A thousand walls around you, lost a chance to let me in / I’m thinking when I’m not supposed to / I never know when to begin / Last night I found what the tears on your face meant it brought me back to the time when / You and I were something more than I now know what you meant / When you told me that it’s not enough / You know damn well I know too much / Just leave me out of this and forget that I matter at all / I can only take so much subsequential bitterness / From the thoughts that I had and the words I took back / There’s just something about this feeling I regret / Broken down from senseless judgment I have no will to get up again / Hollow thoughts have brought me to this existence with a noose around my neck / I know it’s hard to admit sometimes I have issues / When it finally comes down to it, I handle it better than you / What you did was sadistic/ You tricked me, and I fell for it / Here is the line that you told me to write about you / Now it’s over, I need some closure

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released February 9, 2018

Recorded, mixed, engineered, and
Produced by: Stephen Klein

Drum tracking by: Kyle Foster at Postal
Studios (Nipomo, CA)

Additional vocal mixing: Alex Lulow

Mastered by: John Naclerio

Album Artwork: Jake Carruthers

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Kevin Lietz
Brett Lietz
Carlos Esparza
Jobany Ruiz
Miguel Guzman

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